Muahahahah. I’m funny but so tired. Wish me luck.
I don’t know wtf that was. After a very long time of not sleeping I broke down and took a sleeping pill last nigh. It hit me fast and I guess I wrote that just before I passed out. it was glorious. I slept for 10 hours!!!! It was like old times again. My dream self fought the devil in disguise (twice!) by singing church hymns and sprinkling them with some kind of sparkle dust.
I feel like I should put on my best Maria dress and spin around the alps singing. I’m going to let myself believe that this is how i shall sleep from now on. Effexor you’re not the boss of me!!!!! ……. Today anyway.